It's the end of a very long week and I have been under a heavy load. My mind is burdened with things that need to be done, and I am slowly checking them off. One by one.
I am still in a funk. I am in need of grace and mercy and healing. I need to be lifted up. I need to curl up in my bed and sleep, but the rest does not come. I need tissues with lotion.
I apologize that this is short and depressing. It depresses me even more right now and I hate that too. Ugh, vicious cycle.
I am a woman with more questions than answers. I am constantly searching, learning, decorating, loving and muddling my way through this life. I live under His grace. I stray daily from my faith, my diet, the road, but never my husband. I could eat a whole dish of tiramisu and not feel guilty. I could knit a sweater with all the dog hair on my floor, if I swept it up, or knew how to knit. I am hanging on, holding out, and hoping for the best God has to offer.
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3 comments:
I appreciate you sharing your feelings. I had a Chronic Pain Therapist advise me that I spend more energy fighting my depression then dealing with it.
This is a time to sit back, put a funny movie DVD on and indulge in some after Valentine's chocolates.
The fact that you have a list and you're checking things off is awesome. I have a friend who has a list and isn't checking anything off, and it's terrible. WTG on making progress!
praying for you in this place. i love that you are asking for mercy and grace and healing, because you for sure have all of them coming to you!!!
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