Thank you to all of you who posted Bible verses and promised to keep me in your prayers. I was thinking this morning that God is using this time to teach me to lean on Him even more for support. I can only run from the stress for so long, eventually I must do something to relieve the stress. Giving it to God sounds like such a great idea.
I have to trust Him to build my family.
I have to trust Him that this baby is part of my family. If it isn't this baby, there will be another baby.
I have to learn that He is in control. I am not.
I am learning patience in this. I just want her to get here, but maybe I need to enjoy these moments of alone time with my husband before she gets here. And we don't need a babysitter. And can just run out whenever we want to.
I am trusting Him that the money will come together. If you ever thought about making a donation to our adoption (a tax free one, at that) the time to do it is now. Click here and read the sidebar for directions and the mailing address.
I am trusting that you won't be turned off by the fact that I just mentioned that you could send in money. Money is tight everywhere, I know. We just weren't planning for her this fast.
I am learning that I can keep myself busy by cleaning, a task I normally dislike.
There are so many lessons in this whole situation. This season has been one of much discovery and I know I will only learn more things as the next week unfolds.