Last week:
- cleaned house
- Easter Church service
- attended Easter dinner at in-laws
- got sick
- painted den
- still sick
- met birthmother
- met social worker the same day
- still sick
- had tests at hospital while sick
- registered at Babies R Us
- shopped for bridal shower
- cleaned house more
- finished and decorated nursery
- still can't breathe
- hosted mom and uncle for steak dinner
- cleaned up some more, cause the social worker has to open closets
- homestudy with social worker
- attended bridal shower
- cooked out with friends
- worked info desk at church, both services
Collapsed. Slept through Sunday.
Monday morning. Not pretty. Had to wake up and got to work and get back into the swing of things. By 2 pm I was drooping at my desk and foraging for caffeine.
Went to bed at 8:45.
I am a woman with more questions than answers. I am constantly searching, learning, decorating, loving and muddling my way through this life. I live under His grace. I stray daily from my faith, my diet, the road, but never my husband. I could eat a whole dish of tiramisu and not feel guilty. I could knit a sweater with all the dog hair on my floor, if I swept it up, or knew how to knit. I am hanging on, holding out, and hoping for the best God has to offer.
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3 comments:
you have been busy!
Sis,
I hope things are better today after you have gotten some more sleep.
Love ya,
Laura
I'm exhausted reading all that you've been doing. Hang in there! It's all worth it! Once your baby is in your arms you'll forget everything you went through to prepare for her. Well...not everything but all the last minute chaoss anyway.
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